Its easy- you just ask!
Over the last couple of days I have been struggling a bit:
Here I am living in a good house, but I am now outside of Totnes and its quiet:
There (on the laptop) is the book waiting for me to finish,
There (in my circle) is everyone else waiting for me to finish (editor, friends, future reader’s!! CB ..)
There (in my consciousness) are my clients awaiting finished bids…
There (On the table) is the catalogue headed “John Lewis Xmas”, why that should be looking at me I have no idea:
And there was I, safely cocooned in procrastination, exhausted and lonely.
I like people and dislike discipline. CB continually tells me ” You must finish the book”….
In desperation over the last few days I asked my angel “Please could I have some thing nice happen today to help me finish the book…..”
This is what happened:
On the first day a book arrived unexpectedly through the post as a gift from a friend – “Initiation” by Elisabeth Haich- (Aurora Press) which kept me engrossed and all loneliness dispersed-as well as giving me some instruction that I needed.(thank you Marianna x )
It is a special book and I recommend it.
The second day of asking when I thought I couldn’t cope with the endless hours of solitary work I met a friend who is a traveller, explorer and a wise shaman, whilst buying milk and we skipped off work and went to the Moors (to look for edible mushrooms), but found instead, rainbows and beauty and solitary dew drops sparkling in different colours including red but very few mushrooms…..The photo above came from that walk. (Thank you Fiona x).
On the third day of asking I went to the bank to see about setting my self up properly in business again. I have had quite a tough time and although things are improving I am still prone to sink into fear how ever much I tell my self “Look ahead to where you are going..do not look from where you came”. The profound meeting with the business advisor was amazing because I was encouraged and heard. Somehow this young woman-Emma- helped to ease my wounds so that I can see my way ahead again and there was a dispelling of my perceived difficulties (Thank you Emma x).
But today was the best day because I was directed by ‘my angel’-Celestial Bell or CB to go up on to the Moors. I wasn’t quite sure why but I was told ” Go this way- Go to Badgers Holt- there is a gift for you. So there I was going up steep hills thinking Why? What? but listening to my inner voice and inner intuition none- the- less and following it.
I didn’t have to travel as far as Badgers Holt because on the way I found my gift – a series of beautiful rainbows- one of which shone across the morning moon (it was 9 am). This I have never seen before and couldn’t capture it on my mobile, perhaps because it was so very sacred, but I have photographed some of the other rainbows and these are below.
Sitting beneath the Rainbow all care dropped away and I could laugh at myself for my impatience and lack of self compassion. Best of all, one of my dearest, dearest friends had been ill and refusing medication. This had caused me days and nights of endless worry. Finally he had accepted medication and I can feel that he is getting better. Sitting under the rainbow I felt my extreme gratitude for this turn of events as his illness had sent him inward and I have missed him being present for me, as his care and love enhances my life. (You can see that not only did I want him better for his own sake but also for my sake!).
In the Jewish faith there is a blessing to say if you see a rainbow:
After the flood, G‑d promised Noah that He would never again bring a flood that would destroy the world. A rainbow is a reminder of this covenant that G‑d made with Noah, his descendants, and all living creatures. Therefore, upon seeing a rainbow in the sky, we recite the following blessing:
בָּרוּךְ אַתָּה ה’ אֶלוֹהֵינוּ מֶלֶךְ הָעוֹלָם זוֹכֵר הַבְּרִית וְנֶאֱמָן בִּבְרִיתוֹ וְקַיָם בְּמַאֲמָרוֹ
Baruch ata Ado-nai Elo-heinu melech ha’olam zocher ha’brit v’ne’eman bivrito v’kayam b’ma’amaro.
Blessed are You, Lord our G‑d, King of the universe, who remembers the covenant, and is faithful to His covenant, and keeps His promise.
Even if you do not wish to use this blessing because it is not right for you then perhaps if you see a rainbow you may wish to give your own expression of thanks.
Today the Rainbows gave me hope and strength to go on and here I am back writing again minus procrastination and with my heart full of abundance again.
It was a fantastic gift- thank you G-D and thank you CB for showing me the way yet again. x.
CB says -” The dwelling of eyes upon a rainbow raises the bodies vibration to one of inner Joy. Rainbows are freely available to everyone- the eyes just have to be open enough to see them!”.
Have a miraculous and wonderful rainbow day. xx